.

Before you judge me, why don't you take a long, hard look in the mirror and hopefull you'll realize that we aren't all that different. We all make mistakes and we all learn from them, but then why are my mistakes being used against me as if they diminish my credibility or something? Just because I don't think like you, or act like you, or talk like you, why does that give you the right to treat me like the dirt you walk on? I am still a human being, and as much as you don't seem to care, I do have feelings but no one has any consideration anymore.

I don't forget but I have a tendancy to forgive everyone. I pretend like nothing phases me, I sit by and watch everything break down on the floor right infront of me and laugh like it doesn't matter. I don't get over things easy, I just push them away to minimize the amount of problems in my life but they always come back up sooner or later. I try to avoid drama as best I can and only seek the good things but they always blow up in my face. Like the devil in disguise and he follows me everywhere, turning my dreams into my worst nightmares.

CAN'T

I wish I could make you remember

Everything you used to feel

But…

I can’t

I wish I could turn everything back

nd love you the way I could

But..

I can’t

I wish you would say you still love me

As much as you used to0

But..

You can’t

I wish I could be her, the one lying in your arms

While I sit here crying again

But..

I can’t

I wish I could erase your memories

and stop the rivers falling from my eyes

But..

I can’t

I wish I could hear you call my “baby”

and kiss me like you used to

But..

I can’t

I wish the pain would stop completely

So I would never have to cry

But..

It can’t

I wish you meant the things you said

Everytime you said you love me

But...

You didn’t

I wish the blood would stop pouring

From this open wound I have

But..

It can’t

I wish I could make life end

So I didn’t have to think of you with her

But..

I can’t

I wish I could blame you

For evrythyng that I did wrong

But..

I can’t

Loving you is like breathing

and I want it to stop

But..

I can’t

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In a world of change nothing which comes stays and nothing which goes is lost forever.
They say if you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you it was always yours, if it doesn't it never was...So what if it comes back again and again and again. But each time it finds new excuse to leave again. Was it always yours, and will it come back this time? Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

Moments.

In one moment you can change your life, someone elses life, you can even change the world. It only takes a moment to ruin something, in another moment everything falls apart, for a few moments your trying to catch everything, and in another moment it's gone. In a moment everything you tried so hard to get has slipped right through your fingers, and it only takes a moment to realize what you've lost. It takes more than a moment to get everything the way it was, chances are it probably will never be the same. It takes more than a moment to learn the strategies of life. It takes more than a moment to live your life, it takes more than a moment to find happiness.

Ha

Close my eyes, pretend its all a dream.

Stare out the frosted window of life, try to decipher the distorted picture of the world.

Life is a puzzle and you are the missing piece.

Broken heart and a fractured spine, damn that knife was sharp.

I didn't think pain like this existed farther than imagination.

Lost in my own mind, leaving my train of thought behind me.

A year has gone, and recent events have aspired to change me.

I know you can hear me, but you don't want to listen.

I know you can see me, but you don't want to look any deeper.

I know you know, but you don't want to understand.

I'd forgive all your mistakes, if you'd only forgive mine,

I'd give the world to hear you say, I love you one last time♥

I want to run away, but I won't.

I want to hide, but I won't.

I want to give up, but I won't.

Call me a bitch cause I speak what's on my mind. Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled. When a female fires back suddenly the big talker don't know how to act, so you do what every person would do, making up a few false rumors or two. Slandering names for popularity. It's sad you only get your fame through controversy, so sad but it's time for me to come and give you more to say. So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying? Are you offended by the message I'm bringing? Call me whatever cause your words don't mean a thing. If you look back in history its a common double standard of society the guy gets all the glory the more he can score while the girl can do the same but yet you call her a whore. I don't understand why its okay while the guy can get away with it. Here's something I just can't understand, if a guy have 3 girls then he's the man, he can even give her some head or sex her raw but if a girl do the same then she's a whore but the tables are about to turn, I bet my fame on it.

Wanted to let you know

I wanted to let you know, before someone else tells you, and I'd rather you hear it honest, and from me. That I still, have feelings for you, actually, that's a bit of an understatement, I still, love you. But I don't care, I don't care that you don't care, I don't care if your with someone else, I don't care that you don't love me, I don't care that you don't like me, I don't care that you hate me. I know that we only hate the people that were once close enough to our hearts that gave them the power to hurt us, and I know that I was close enough to hurt you so much that you hate me now, at least I can hold onto that; that I was once close to your heart. But to know that I hurt you, it kills me, even if I didn't mean to, and I'm really sorry, but I guess, you'll never know how much you hurt me, even if you didn't mean to. I guess all that's left to say is, thanks for the memories, and I will hold onto them, because in a world full of change, it looks like they are the only things that don't, although sometimes I wish they did, maybe they would turn out a better present and future. Ha, I guess I'll stick to my dreams. Its silly that after all this time I'm still hoping that something will get through to you and make you come back to me, but I know its not going to happen, and I accept that. I hate this part; Goodbye.
The End.

I don't know

Under all my flaws, heartbreak, pain and tears, I promise you that there is a part of me worth keeping, but only if you'll stick around to find it in me yourself. I would very much like a boyfriend; a serious relationship, but all the guys my age are immature with the emotional wager of a teaspoon, and the older guys are all alcoholics, going to parties every night, getting smashed and having sex with the easiest female. Honestly. Not to mention their lack of sensitivity. Guys, you complain that you hate Edward Cullen, a fictional character which all the girls, your girls seem to love, instead of complaining, why don't you take some example from his character, fictional or not, he is still the perfect boyfriend, and then all the girls would be after you.