I don't know

Under all my flaws, heartbreak, pain and tears, I promise you that there is a part of me worth keeping, but only if you'll stick around to find it in me yourself. I would very much like a boyfriend; a serious relationship, but all the guys my age are immature with the emotional wager of a teaspoon, and the older guys are all alcoholics, going to parties every night, getting smashed and having sex with the easiest female. Honestly. Not to mention their lack of sensitivity. Guys, you complain that you hate Edward Cullen, a fictional character which all the girls, your girls seem to love, instead of complaining, why don't you take some example from his character, fictional or not, he is still the perfect boyfriend, and then all the girls would be after you.