Wanted to let you know

I wanted to let you know, before someone else tells you, and I'd rather you hear it honest, and from me. That I still, have feelings for you, actually, that's a bit of an understatement, I still, love you. But I don't care, I don't care that you don't care, I don't care if your with someone else, I don't care that you don't love me, I don't care that you don't like me, I don't care that you hate me. I know that we only hate the people that were once close enough to our hearts that gave them the power to hurt us, and I know that I was close enough to hurt you so much that you hate me now, at least I can hold onto that; that I was once close to your heart. But to know that I hurt you, it kills me, even if I didn't mean to, and I'm really sorry, but I guess, you'll never know how much you hurt me, even if you didn't mean to. I guess all that's left to say is, thanks for the memories, and I will hold onto them, because in a world full of change, it looks like they are the only things that don't, although sometimes I wish they did, maybe they would turn out a better present and future. Ha, I guess I'll stick to my dreams. Its silly that after all this time I'm still hoping that something will get through to you and make you come back to me, but I know its not going to happen, and I accept that. I hate this part; Goodbye.
The End.