End.

Why are we always setting ourselves up to get hurt? I mean, I went through so much with me ex, two years of just constant pain and rejection and mind games, yet I still kept waiting to go back to him, even though I knew how it would end each time. Then again, everything ends one day, so why should we bother with anything when you think about it? Even if you find someone, marry them, and spend the rest of your life with them...Your life still has to end one day, no matter how much you love someone, unconditionally and irrevocably, you will leave them one day if Death doesn't decide to take them first. And who really wants to go through that pain? It hurts enough to break up with our high school boyfriend/girlfriend let alone someone we've spent most of our lives with. How is that in any way fair? I guess we don't think about that when we look for happiness or love, we don't think about the ending, or the beginning, we just think about the moments in between, the memories that will be shared, and I guess we are lucky in the way that we are able to hold onto memories, because after the real things gone, which it will be someday, memories are all we will have left to look back on and feel good about. We are blessed to fall in love, cursed to have our hearts broken, blessed to hold find "the one", and cursed to have to inevitably say goodbye, though we are always blessed, even in death, to share the memories.