Its funny how people change when they walk away from something, like it doesn’t matter, or worse, like it never did. For some people pretending and carrying on as if nothing is wrong is easy, but for most of us it’s the hardest thing we could ever be asked to do. It’s not fair when we are expected to forget about our past as if it was nothing. We are told to move on, let it go but at the end of the day it’s not that simple, and it’s frustrating when people tell us that it won’t matter in 10 years, because it will; Every experience, every mistake, changes and moulds us into the person we WILL be, so yes what happens today does count for tomorrow.

I find it quite amusing how we always anticipate the negative things in life, yet we are still so shocked when they finally hit us. We are constantly asking for someone to give us a break, and let us live our lives happily and care free but it's never the case when love gets involved, because a heart never breaks evenly and that is a pain that can never be justified. Although love may be our biggest weakness, it is also our greatest strength and I think many of us take it for granted and don't realise what it is until it's gone. I once heard that love always finds it's way, but I doubt that, love can be lost, and if lucky it can also be retrieved. For those who deserve it, I hope it comes back to you.

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